Just be honest why don't you...

Why can't u just say ur not interested? Just say that...that ur interested in me...not ever... Why let me hope? Why do i keep going back to you anyways...like blardy moth to flame!! And i let u get away with wat u do or say...

Oh ling ling....why won't u come back yet!?? Then i can at least find some distraction in you...and maybe who knows? something might happen... Wishing...

Are you leading me on? Or are am i letting u lead me on...

Again...you're leading me on. But again i wonder if it's just me? I guess the best IS to not come close anymore...it's just too frustrating...afraid i'll just crash and burn again. Pain is still pain be it intense or not.

Wanting to blog all my feelings out...i just find an empty well here. I can't seem to string anything together let alone blog about anything at all...it's like i've got nothing left to express. Nothing left to say...

Annoying...depressing...frustrating...why??

A new girl...a new problem. Don't think it'll work out...heart still fastened on the other. I wonder why... Lust? Most likely. So the truth is, what do i want? A girlfriend? Or a fuck buddy?

Women...u can't live with them...u can't live without them. Why are men built this way so that we must keep on thinking about them?? WHy WHy Why????? Wat the hell...another day of life in CW's hellhole...